Leaving for Japan 1st to 11th Sep 2008

I'm having mixed feeling.
Oh Lord, Help me.

I have been really elated lately because of my trip to Japan soon.
Thank God for His grace and miracle that I am able to make it there.
Thank God for helping me through it all.
Thank God for giving me a chance to leave Singapore for a while.
Thank you Jesus that I can have a break, a time to recuperate and recover.

A transition period is always so tough, yet it is filled with new anticipation for a new adventure in my life. I have decided to serve in Chinese ministry! After giving it a thought for the past one year, it's time I obey God and go.
A serenity and new joy came upon my heart for the things to come!
Worshipping God in Mandarin, dancing for Him and serving the elderlys and the young adults! God give me a new compassion for the elderlys. To be able to serve them and see them through the last stage of their lives warm my heart. Ya, what a privilege to be able to do that! Learning to pray in Mandarin will definately do me a lot of good in praying for my brother, dad and people around me. Praise GOD! What a joy came into my heart again!
We love because God first love us!
I finally understand why I can't feel joy for the past one year even though I know deeply I love Jesus so much. That is because I have not step into the place that He has called me into! Now, I feel so loved and in joy again!

This Japan trip, I wish and pray that God will instill lots of His love into my heart, refreshes me with his mercy and grace daily, empower me with his wisdom and power to pray and serve, heal me of all my struggles, brokenness and disappointments.. Let me sing and praise You without limits and without holding back.

Looking back at my last convention pictures Sydney brings back fond memories and sadness... Those happy pictures we took together with the orchids flowers bring tear to my eyes. How I wish we are like what we used to be. Receiving a week of love letters from you knowing that you always miss me whenever I am away...

I actually wanted to leave for as long as possible.... to travel and hopefully to stay and work in other countries as I travel. But I know I can't. I can only pray for God to work miracles in my heart now.

Yup, still looking forward to a wonderful new adventure at Japan! May God bless me with a delightful wonderful fabulous experious and bless you all who are reading my blog now.

God's love endureth forever! Amen!