JUne 2008

The month of June is enchanting, full of grace & mercy. Well, i like June.
or do I really like it?
Many things have happened.
My heart bled, recovered, hurt again, loved, filled again....
This month is amazing. I'm awed with God's love.
Tough times, but I want to emerge out stronger again.

I have lost someone precious in my life again.
Why Lord? I'm tempted to ask God.

He knows it. My future is in His hands.
He knows best. I should trust in Him.

"I am a new creation in Christ!
I am free to love and be loved again!
I don't need to indulge in pity party anymore.
I am free to forgive & forget"

This simple truth is a revelation to me.

Life can be full of questions or it can be purposeful and fulfilling as we allow God to reveal things bit by bit to us.

"Why does this thing happen to me? It's so hard!"
"Why Lord, I have tried so hard. But why do I still fail? Why?
"Why does this person has to die? He is such a good person? why?"

Stop indulging in thoughts that has no answer.
Why dont we just live each day and trust in a God who will reveal our future to us day by day.

Forgive the person who has hurt you and forget it. Ask God to help even when its hard. Never bear grudges. The devil will torture you with thoughts like that.
Be free to love and be loved again.

Jesus filled my heart with His love.

He sent many people to love me this month.

He knows.

Thank God for many friends who love me. Thank God that You love me so much.

Spent quality time with 6 friends last week.
Spent the most with Jac. God asked her to show me extra extra love these 2 weeks as He probably knows i needed love badly.
So sister Jac sms me love sms everyday every moment telling me how much I am loved by her and God.

Went to East Coast for the 2nd time this month.
I was thinking should I work or go out with her today.
Then I was praying and suddenly I just felt that I needed to meet God at the beach today. So I went and I am so glad I did.

I brought my stretch book with color pencils, my journel along.
Jac bought some bread, mini lettuces, mini tomatoes, honey baked hams and carrot juice. We had a mini pinic and a great time with God.

We sang worship songs, prayed, enjoying the amazing lovely breeze and drew a picture for each others. God is good.

We watched the rain subsided as it came closer to us.
We prayed that the rain will stop and it did.
We enjoyed the breeze.... wonderful.

Thank you Jesus. Thank you for friends who cared.

Church Camp pictures!!!

Beautiful beach at Cha' am
Cailing so happy =)
Outside Market village....... nice massage there
We are back!

The very nice fried rice at chatucha market..... =p
the 4 brothers in christ! mighty warriors of God!
The powerful sisters- in-christ for Jesus
Horse riding at the beach.....

Last lunch at Holiday Inn resort...... last day of Camp!
Cailing gal & I!
Dear & me at Nana station, where our Royal Benja Hotel is situated!

At the market Village... at Cha' Am

ExtRaOrdinAry Church Camp 2008!

Praise God for church camp!
I miss church camp so much so much.....
to be with God's people and in God's presence everyday and
having services daily!
So wonderful to be able to worship God and hearing His words..
Praise God!

IM very happy that May 2008 is over.....
Serious... it has been so stressful for me....
Im glad it is over.... I was preparing for my driving test and took it on 15th May.
Then I began to work for my convention to Japan OSAKA that end in May.
ha.... didnt know why all my closing appts postpone and postpone week after week... my clients are too busy with work... I ended up being panic over it especially in the last week of May.

Thank God for a miraclous appt at the last min and I managed to submit everything on the 30th may. IM leaving the outcome to God... whether I will go to OSAKA or not is up to Him. Thank God.. His ways are higher than my ways.. there is always a purpose for everything that happens.


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Back to Church camp..... immediately after my last appt on 31st May, I went home and packed my lugguage for the next day. Fly off to Bangkok for a day shopping on 1st June. Very happy to have spend time with dear and dear friends..... bought 1 dress, 1 shirt, 2 bags and some facial products...
didnt really spend alot of money... in all, I spent around 100 bucks only for the whole trip! haaaa........

Camp started off on 2nd June to 5th June......

We have Pastor David Doery and Rev Ong Sek Liang as our extraordinary speakers. Teaching us how to live an extraordinary life! Amen!

Had a good time and I commit to spend 1 hour daily with my Lord, praying for the will of God to be done in my life. Thank God. Amen!