JUne 2008

The month of June is enchanting, full of grace & mercy. Well, i like June.
or do I really like it?
Many things have happened.
My heart bled, recovered, hurt again, loved, filled again....
This month is amazing. I'm awed with God's love.
Tough times, but I want to emerge out stronger again.

I have lost someone precious in my life again.
Why Lord? I'm tempted to ask God.

He knows it. My future is in His hands.
He knows best. I should trust in Him.

"I am a new creation in Christ!
I am free to love and be loved again!
I don't need to indulge in pity party anymore.
I am free to forgive & forget"

This simple truth is a revelation to me.

Life can be full of questions or it can be purposeful and fulfilling as we allow God to reveal things bit by bit to us.

"Why does this thing happen to me? It's so hard!"
"Why Lord, I have tried so hard. But why do I still fail? Why?
"Why does this person has to die? He is such a good person? why?"

Stop indulging in thoughts that has no answer.
Why dont we just live each day and trust in a God who will reveal our future to us day by day.

Forgive the person who has hurt you and forget it. Ask God to help even when its hard. Never bear grudges. The devil will torture you with thoughts like that.
Be free to love and be loved again.

Jesus filled my heart with His love.

He sent many people to love me this month.

He knows.

Thank God for many friends who love me. Thank God that You love me so much.

Spent quality time with 6 friends last week.
Spent the most with Jac. God asked her to show me extra extra love these 2 weeks as He probably knows i needed love badly.
So sister Jac sms me love sms everyday every moment telling me how much I am loved by her and God.

Went to East Coast for the 2nd time this month.
I was thinking should I work or go out with her today.
Then I was praying and suddenly I just felt that I needed to meet God at the beach today. So I went and I am so glad I did.

I brought my stretch book with color pencils, my journel along.
Jac bought some bread, mini lettuces, mini tomatoes, honey baked hams and carrot juice. We had a mini pinic and a great time with God.

We sang worship songs, prayed, enjoying the amazing lovely breeze and drew a picture for each others. God is good.

We watched the rain subsided as it came closer to us.
We prayed that the rain will stop and it did.
We enjoyed the breeze.... wonderful.

Thank you Jesus. Thank you for friends who cared.